A semi-autobiographical novel where the author tells fragmented short stories of both his and other soldiers' experiences in the Vietnam War. These stories are a mix between fiction and nonfiction, as certain elements were fictionalized to add more psychological weight or impact to the tragic events. And (I assume) to not give the real identities of soldiers the author knew who actually died in the war. But the nonfiction elements like the author giving vivid details of the Nam jungle itself, the quirks of American soldiers, the equipment they carried, and the impact the war had when it ended. These are things only a soldier who experienced the Vietnam War itself could write about and is what adds to the brutal weight of the book.

What I noticed right away when reading was how easily the writing flowed and at times how beautiful it was. The author puts the readers directly in the shoes of Alpha Company and I really felt the struggle that each individual soldier went through. And each loss/tragedy. Whether it was psychological or physical, there wasn’t a description that the author missed. Even just the weight of the equipment, the overwhelming heat, or the constant breakdown or anxiety of being gunned down at any moment was a constant dread kept throughout. What I also respected was that the author didn’t hide his true feelings and how much he hated being in the war and being a part of it. About his struggles of wanting to avoid the war and running away but ultimately joining to avoid being the outcast in society. It was realistic and gave a perspective on the Vietnam War from someone who wanted to be on the outside of everything.

Going back to the semi-autobiographical elements, this was something I struggled to wrap my head around at the beginning. As I thought to myself why the author didn’t just keep everything nonfiction and just wrote about the real experiences without fictionalizing it? But it wasn’t till the end of the last short story that I understood why the author wrote the book the way he did. Not to get into spoilers, but it had to do with the power of storytelling and bringing back the dead through words and stories who are no longer with us. This gave me a different perspective on the fragmented way the stories were told where the timeline jumps back and forth from past, present, and future. Though I didn’t love the way the short stories were split up and jumped around, it did give the book a feeling of someone sitting down with you and bringing up past memories and traumas of the Vietnam War.

I bought and read this book on a whim as I personally haven’t heard or read much about this book online. But I’m glad I read it as it was more beautiful and tragic than I would've expected with a Vietnam War book. Now, I wouldn’t say I’m the biggest war history buff or a curious observer of the Vietnam War at all, this is still a book I can recommend for anyone who has the slightest interest or curiosity of the past war. But if you're not into war books at all or hated that the Vietnam War happened at all and don’t want to read about the awful things that happened to soldiers and villagers, then this book might not be for you.

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